[00:00.00]That’s On Me - Ed Sheeran (艾德·希兰) [00:00.54]Composed by：Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran [00:01.09]Produced by：Aaron Dessner [00:01.63]Is this just getting older [00:03.65]I can't get away from this rain [00:05.39]I'm starting to think that's it's me [00:06.91]I wanna just create things [00:08.57]But the longer it takes I feel drained [00:10.32]Can't remember a day I've been sober [00:12.49]Not in a place to take blame [00:14.30]Any more weight I might break [00:15.88]Tell me do you feel the same [00:17.55]Guess we all go the same way [00:19.40]I'm in a bit of a mess here [00:21.85]Count to 10 and hope to disappear [00:24.02]I never did my homework [00:26.05]Could I have been more than this [00:27.69]finding a way exist [00:29.29]Within a world with no risk [00:31.04]Forcing a shoe that won't fit [00:32.94]I spend most the day stoned and [00:34.98]Making excuses for it [00:36.52]Saying it helped to write this [00:38.23]But on the real I'm tight lipped [00:39.96]Shooting a shot that I'll miss [00:42.05]And it's so far from near [00:44.25]Why the hell am I still here [00:46.25]This is not the end of our lives [00:48.60]This is just a bump in the ride [00:50.65]I know that it will be alright [00:52.79]If it's not then we're ****** aren't we [00:55.33]I can't help myself but cry [00:57.37]Every time that I realise [00:59.53]Maybe I'll never find my smile [01:01.81]Who's to blame [01:02.88]Well that's on me [01:04.55]Well that's on me [01:06.82]Well that's on me [01:08.47]Now that the weather is colder [01:10.88]Nothing is masking this pain [01:12.68]The summer was here but won't stay [01:14.24]We are inside like all day [01:15.81]Regretting the things that we say [01:17.89]And it takes a toll yeah [01:19.81]The conversation won't end [01:21.63]Being a rock for your friends [01:23.17]Cracks on the surface don't mend [01:24.80]We only break we don't bend [01:26.90]And you'd think it was so clear [01:29.24]But I can't see nothing but the fear [01:31.27]I'm feeling so bloated [01:33.33]Thinking a salad won't do [01:34.98]Might as well open up two [01:36.60]Locking myself in my room [01:38.29]Hoping that this all ends soon [01:40.42]And no one will notice [01:42.31]What I will put myself through [01:43.91]Coz they will hate themselves too [01:45.56]Isn't it mad what we do [01:47.21]Pretending to win but just lose [01:49.28]And it's so far from near [01:51.60]Why the hell am I still here [01:53.64]This is not the end of our lives [01:55.92]This is just a bump in the ride [01:57.89]I know that it will be alright [02:00.12]If it's not then we're ****** aren't we [02:02.74]I can't help myself but cry [02:04.68]Every time that I realise [02:06.86]Maybe I'll never find my smile [02:09.19]Who's to blame [02:10.21]Well that's on me [02:11.81]Well that's on me [02:14.04]Well that's on me [02:16.36]Too many things on my mind [02:18.58]To process moments of life [02:20.77]There's some days I lose my drive [02:22.98]Then some can't control the fire [02:25.22]I'm aware that things take time [02:27.43]But I'm not a patient guy [02:29.65]Maybe if I wait I'll find [02:31.96]Resemblance of peace of mind [02:34.10]But this is just getting older [02:36.16]Running away from our past [02:37.88]Knowing the calm it won't last [02:39.43]Being a mouse in this grass [02:41.07]Feeling the snakes behind us [02:43.09]I'm searching for closure [02:44.99]But nothing is healing these scars [02:46.72]When I open up they just laugh [02:48.43]Saying if they had just half [02:50.09]Then nothing would ever be dark [02:52.14]Is it new me new year [02:54.32]Or just the same old blue sphere [02:56.35]This is not the end of our lives [02:58.59]This is just a bump in the ride [03:00.72]I know that it will be alright [03:02.96]If it's not then we're ****** aren't we [03:05.53]I can't help myself but cry [03:07.45]Every time that I realise [03:09.71]Maybe I'll never find my smile [03:12.00]Who's to blame [03:12.86]Well that's on me [03:14.70]Well that's on me [03:16.78]Well that's on me [03:19.18]Well that's on me